Writing on the Wall
After reading a blog post some time back asking how far back our love of writing went, I began thinking about when my love of words began, and discovered it was the writing on the wall. Literally.
Much to my mother and father’s dismay, I began experimenting with writing on our living room walls when I was about four years old. In crayon. And despite getting into trouble, that was the beginning of freedom as I knew it. 🙂 (The second time words got me into serious trouble was in elementary school when a boy kept getting me out in four-square and an obscenity I didn’t realize I knew flew out of my mouth before I even knew what happened. Right in front of the playground aid. I’m not sure who was more shocked, me or the aid. 🙂
I never wrote on the walls again, but I practiced my writing and my penmanship endlessly–on paper and chalkboards, taking great pride when my teachers would compliment my near-perfect handwriting.
As I grew into my teens, I spent endless hours and evenings in my room, walls decorated with all things writing, and immersed myself in writing in my journal and writing heartfelt poetry about the life of an adolescent. When I wasn’t writing, I was reading.
As I grew into my late teens I still enjoyed writing but it fell to a lower rung on my list of priorities, until I got married. It was then I decided to try my hand at a novel. Although, truth be told, I hadn’t even thought about it that deeply to realize that’s what I wanted to write, I just knew I had a story I wanted to tell and sat down to write every evening until I realized I had finished the first draft of a novel. A whopping 90,000 words before I even realized what I had done. That manuscript, along with another completed first draft, still sit in a box in the bottom of a filing drawer. Someday maybe they will see the light of day, but for now they’re tucked cozily in place.
For several years I took a break from writing to raise my boys, and have found my way back to it about two years ago. And what joy! It was like finding a long lost love after being separated for far too long. And now that its been rediscovered, I can say I will never separate from that love again. I found my way home.
When did you have that “Aha!” moment that you knew you wanted to be a writer?